agendaless!

fuck.
dozed of with my teeth whitening tray on.
urghh!
supposed to be just 45 mins.
ended up leavin it on for 3 hrs!
god dammit
now, i swear. my gums hurt real bad.
sighs.
shant continue today.
or else, my real teeth wld becm dentures.
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awaken by an unbearing pain in my tummy.
AGAIN. went to lao sai.
there's no school tdy. FINALLY.
BUT, here i am, blogging at 7AM.
smth is wrong.
hv been experiencing sickening migraines and twisting stomach.
sighs.

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hmm, shall start planning what to do tdy.
i feel like shoppin'
hv to get an avant garde attire for this sat.
man. this is givin me another headache.
thinkin' of doing online shoppin.
but its too late heh.
BTW, here're the details!

Host: SIM-RMIT FTSC
Type: Party - Club Party
Network: Global
Price: $18-normal price/ $15*- with discount coupon in 4PAGE
Date: Saturday, September 19, 2009
Time: 6:30pm - 10:00pm
Location: Zirca Mega Club @ The Canney, Clark Quay
Street: River Valley Road

Description: Tickets are already on sale and till 18th September Friday @ The Plaza aka Spiral Staircase on 1st floor of campus.
People who had paid for orientation please come and redeem your paid tickets.
Sales on the event day itself will starts at 6.30pm till 9.30pm. Get your tix while stock last!

Avant Garde is the theme of this year's bash! We were deeply inspired by the likes of mod, sexy and funky personalities such as Katy Perry, Franz Ferdinand and Lady Gaga.

You must be wondering why did we put these celebrities beside "avant-garde". We want you to be creative within the confinements of casual and chic fashion and express your inner fashionista!

Come and see some of the most beautiful people in SIM campus! This year, the pageant will be more exciting and entertaining! Get up close and personal with the pageant contestants with interactive games and see them strut their stuff on the stage.

There will also be a series of other performances, so let's all come dressed up and party the night away!

-1 ticket all access to Zirca(Main event), Rebel and Lunar

-Resident DJ starts spinning a 8pm

Drinks Promotions
-1 ticket is entitled to 1 free drink coupon and redeemable until 11pm

-1 for 1 jug/glass (house pour) promotion from 8pm - 9pm

NEW DRINKS PROMO!!!
- Chivas Whiskey $98+
- Wyborow Aexquisite $178+
- G.H.Mumm Champagne $98+

SO, anybody interested,
tmr is the last day to get the tix!
do contact me ASAP for purchase!

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okay. back to my bed.
shall decipher on my sucky life.
out.

seven/eight/0'nine

aupicious date
serene weather
cool ambience
superb food
GREAT company
and...
of course
fun pictures taking! (:

MOROCCAN RESTAURANT at Haji Lane

THE COFFEE NATIONS at Bali Lane

serving all kinds of coffee!

awesome..

Scabbling Time!

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gosh, i love 'em

my awesome 21st.

17th July 2009
the day i turned 21.
the key to adulthood.

It was seriously a hectic period for me,
havin the need to juggle the time for school,
house revamping and preparations for my bday party.

WELL. who cares?
i had a blast eh. (:
tremenduous night.
held my birthday party at my house,
balloons, banners, tribal figurines n music surrounds.
the buffet dinner was superb.
tables, chairs surrounding the pond, carpark and entrance;
people everywhere!

appreciate your presence guys!

HERE are the pictures!

Phototaking?

thanks to justin, shijun and jaisie & fredwrick!

CHEERS.

the pics are in random order.

lazy to arrange' em.

see seee seeee.

thanks you'all for coming!You guys have definitely made my day!LOTS OF LOVE.

it hurts

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But i know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone...

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

Went 6th Ave. for lunch after school.

i was early, so i went arnd taking pictures.

haha, i must admit, i've nvr really explore here before!

eventho i stay really nearby. heh.

So, this was the cafe that Justin recommended.
it's called "the tea party". (:

the interior looks pretty classy. well, kinda typical tho. haha.

Nice menu they've got.

Now, here comes the food!
spagetti & yummy sausages.

AND lastly, this is my favourite of all.

the chocolate chip scone, with strawberry cream cheese dip!

tasty man. lurvvve it! (:

i wld definitely come back for more.

a really nice place to chill, have a nibble,

and to study too! (:

crying like fuck nw.
no one bloody cares.

fuckin hate my sis.
hope she works on my bday.

speaking of my bday,
nt sure it wld be a success.

everything is undone.
as im all alone,
struggling.

couldn't slp.
thinkin of what she said to me.
fuckin hurts.

jean wld be moody these few days.
she wld prefer to be left alone.
):

in office.

an apple for lunch again.
for 3 consecutive days in fact. (:

im bored to tears!
damn friggin bored.
nth else to do besides handling incoming calls.
yes, i cld surf e net,
BUT, there's isn't flash/java!
cant even watch videos, play games,
or even listening to songs!
URGH!
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anws, my house is in e process of revamping nw.
detaching, shifting, painting.
a total MESS!

my room is completely empty nw,
except for one pathetic bed, right in the middle.
NOW, i cld hear echos for e 1st time in 9 yrs! heh.
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boo. july 17th is comin.
initial plan - a party at my hse.
but with all e dirty works gg on nw,
doubt it wld be done by next mth.
sighs.

alternatives?
NONE.

cant think!
if not,
no celebration i guess.
i wld be cryin in solitude then. ):

What is this?
Why this
Can some one tell me why I’m falling?
Is it because of my heart?
Is it because of my strength?
What is making me fall?
How can I fall?
Is it because of my Weakness?
In dreams I’m Happy
But reality I’m depress
I can only see Sadness and Coldness
You can hear my bones cracking sometimes
I wish I could just fall to the ground out cold
Be in a hospital for a new heart
A heart filled with light and very little darkness
A heart to be able to smile about

Vietnam trip (14-17 March'09)

toss and turn

URGH! Couldn't sleeeep.
here i am, actively online,
AND having a sudden feel to blog.
HA. my last post was like when?
JANUARY.

anyways, listening to random songs now.
a nice way to ease boredom eh.
*humms

Enjoying to these now.
currently my BEST. (:
ha, well.. i know luh. some might be pretty updated.
anyhoo, HERE!
1) Demi Lovato - Don't Forget
2) Taylor Swift - You're Not Sorry
3) Faber Drive - When I'm With You
4) Lily Allen - The Fear
5) Ne-Yo - Mad
6) Kanye West - Love Lockdown
7) Flyleaf - All Around Me
8) Diswalla - Somewhere in the Middle
9) David Cook - Come Back to Me
10) Corrine May - Green-Eyed Monster

HA. what a mixture. (:
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okay, UPDATES.
currently, workin in aE market research company
PRōBā - http://www.probasg.com/
AS a project assistant, my responsibility is to
support the Proj Manager in any way.
oh wells, basic admin work and
data collections and entries so far.
looking forward to more !(:
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OH, went Vietnam last mth.
Nice scenery, food and people!
BUT bad bad weather.
e heat was horrible.

anyways!
Will upload the pictures soon!

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the nineteenth

If i could have just one wish,

i would wish to wake up everyday,

seeing you in your peaceful sleep,

feeling the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my chubby cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

hugging me and feeling your heart beating with mine.

Knowing that i could never find that feeling with anyone

other than you.

no other words could describe how much i love you.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

URGHHHH! missed the fireworks! DAMN.

well, had my new year's countdown at Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel,

which was held by Temasek Club, and NOT TEMASEK HOLDINGS pls.

anyways, food wasn't that SUPERB, and the ambience was urmm, okay luh.

decorations has reduced, prolly spent too much on the booking of the premise. HUR.

Didnt take alot of pics tho. CAUSE my damn phone went out of batt.

GREAT, just happened on NEW YR'S EVE.

Here's some.

the night's programme and menu.

Dad and Mom. (:

More pictures yet to be uploaded.

till then.

Home on a friday. How miserable.
Im literally decaying now.
URGH!! whats FUN man.

Nobody would do bloody projects on a friday,
BUT seems like i would be the one and only.


Sighs
gotta work on both weekends,
BUT thinkin of workin w LP,
she totally shuts me off.
urgh. disgust me
DAMN i hate perfectionists.

how pathetic.
i swear im gonna say GOODBYE forever to this job soon.
i'ld definitely miss A and DIA tho.

" with you, i see the other side of the world.
I learned how to understand, to listen,
and to love amidst our differences"

miss your sweet lil msgs.
*shakespear in LOVE! (:


















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Yesterday

went shopping w my mom and sis.
WHOO. whacking sales everywhere.
spent almost to a hundred. HA.
it has been ages since i last shopped w my mom.
"girl ah, this LACEY one is nice! can wear it for ur sch presentation."
OMG. she was kiddin. she wanted it herself.
HUR mommmy.
HA! It was fun tho. laugher is indeed the best medicine. :]

Had "SAKURA" for dinner.


























Just the 3 of us.
LOOK AT THE AMOUNT OF FOOD WE ORDERED.
It was superb. really.
esp. the chicken in pandan leaf. YUMM.

We shopped again aft that. :]


















Its MANGO sale!
But the weird thing is,
ALL mirrors were covered up.
its only available in the fitting room.
How dumb.
We spotted a few vests! DIRT cheap.
we were lazy
SO, took pictures instead. LOL

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26th Nov




















my two lovely yr 1 classmates.
Emily and ShiJun.


















Had SAKAE buffet for LUNCH.
i wld never get tired of sushi. (:

SJ and Justin came over to chill at my place.

Baileys, Vodka, Tonic drink, HL milk and Novotel desserts! :]

really enjoyin life. ha.

At work!

What a draggy Sunday.

The store is empty as usual.

Urgh. REALLY bored right now.

BOO. I miss my besties terribly.
Random.

okay. i shall start planning for my upcoming term break. (:
Bintan and msia's trips. cant wait.

I've asked my colleague, to write me a message, and this was what she wrote. (:

Erica's message to Jean:
Sometimes when you least expect it, someone will come into your life and make you feel less lonely, less alone.. for me, you're that person.
Thank you, bestie... You're an irreplaceable, priceless, one-of-a-kind friend... so glad you're mine!

Aww. Your messages always bring warmth to my heart.
Thanks LOVE.
You're such a sweetheart. (:

Alright. back to work.
OUT.

okayokay. stop reminding me about my dead blog. haha.

awe. im just SUPER lazyy.
ALRIGHTS! Finally managed to get most pictures uploaded.

well of course. these are way OUTDATED. haha.

21st Sept - $38 Singapore Flyer and Duck tour.
surprisingly cheap heh. (:

Sceneries taken from the highest level.

Sceneries taken from the hippo boat.

4th Oct - A Mei Concert and Singapore Indoor Stadium
It was Awesome!
even tho i was pretty far from the stage. ha.

8th Aug - a treat to the night safari. (:
wild baby.

13th Sept - a night of fun, gossips and laughter.

my dearest girlfriends.

22nd Aug - At the airport,

surprised Aggie as she returned from Bangkok. (:

16th Aug - a night out with stace and lionel. (:

lastly,

these are my bunch of loving and enjoyable working companions

hearts to them all. (:

i lurvee apples (:

Baked my favourite of all times.

APPLE CRUMBLE! (:

Can't believe i managed to pull myself otta bed at 7am in the morning,

Wanna to surprise my colleagues later at work. (:

How sweet.. right? haha.





They better love it!



Whee.

ha! 10 weeks of stress, worries and unbearable pressure are finally OVER.

eerks, but the thought of going back to school,
studying of another 6 more modules,
ARGH! it KILLS.

DAMN. I need a holiday!!!

UH. wonder how would i score for my attachment.
no mood to start my report at all.

:(
31st OCT - was expecting a double joy.
sighs, fkin dissappointed.
i wanted it so so much.
yet i totally screwed it.

extremely broke now.
OKAY. shall start on my financial planning soon.
HMMM.

Dear JEAN

"We are pleased to inform you that you have been assigned to
Ministry of Education (MOE) for
your Industrial Placement Programme (IPP)."

Working hrs: Mon-Fri : 8.30am-5.30pm
Sat: 8.00am-12.00noon (crap)
Allowance: pathetic $450/mth

ABSOLUTELY ABSURD.

OH wells.
its starting tmr. hw fast is that.
wonderin wad am i gonna do there.
Actually, its predictable
99.9999999% --> call centre. :/
another 10 weeks.

WHOOs *claps.
CAN'T WAIT.

So, Novo can only be on sundays.
which means, i'll be workin everyday.
awe, that really sucks. ):


GOSH, there's this stupid mosquito kept buzzing at my ears
fuckin annoying.
now im feelin itccchy. uurgh!
I SWEAR, if i manage to find it,
im so gonna smashed it into pieces and roll it into a ball.

HA! i saw it!
it just flew out of my door.
*shut my door immediately and locked it.
hur. funny.
as if it can open the door by itself.

yawns.

Hooray! Last paper today.

smiles smiles smiles.

alrights, im slackin alre.

watchin the olympics now. lol

urggh.

still decidin where to go aft paper.

well, later.

Hmmm.

movie/shopping/fun/chill.

sure to be

pure chillex yall.

((:

BOO.

STUDYING really makes me fat.
i swear across my heart and soul.
Have even done a full body research,
applying observation and evaluation techniques,
hurhur.
therefore, i have analyzed:
My ass has grew bigger from all the sitting.
AND, stayin home tempt me to snack ALOT too.
As a result:
My legs has become flabbier.
My face has become chubbier.
In conclusion:
I have gained 2 kg. Fuck.

Damn depressing. ):

Current status:
Staring at my notes, my eyes aint moving.
Cant focus at all, nothing goes into my head.
thinkin of food again.
SHUCKS.

Alrights, for distraction, i shall go watch the olympics now.
its super addictive. WHOO. (:

HR class at 11am.
no mood to go.
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thoughts, thoughts and more unhappy thoughts.
they are really torturing me.
how can there ever be "peace" in my mind.

yes, im quiet.
cause thats what i chose to be.
nth has changed.

feels as if im totally transparent.

whats respect?

its either being ignored, or "cant be bothered"

nvr a single word of encouragement.
nvr a sense of achievement.

hurt.
my ego has been crushed.
my heart is severely wounded.

im feeling numb.
dreadfully, waiting for a change.
which i feel it will nvr happen.

16-17th july.

my bday dinner with family. (:

the seafood was superb. lickin' gd.

17th July, 12am.

cake from Haagen dazs.

Thanks mom! (:

in school. i got a surprise! (:

brandon,qiuting,marvin,stace,cher,claire,

mr yassie and shijin.

awfully sweeet!

HEARTS to you guys.

grins (:

after school, my craving for Thai was eased.

Thanks love. (:

gosh. we were darned full. haha
SNAP SNAPS. (:

WHEE. a night stroll for digestion.

hortpark at telok blangah --> henderson wave

BRILLIANT lights, soothing night breeze.

i want to go there again. (:

Got some COOL pressies.

Jean is a happpy girl (:

july fever

fun with love.

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FINALLY, i baked. yeahh. (:

its my 2nd attempt of bakin CUPCAKES tho.

Vanilla buttered cupcakes.

Lightly choca-ed and less sugared. (:

toppings: white, dark choc chips, and coloured choc rice.

ooosh, sweet indulgence baby.

BEFORE

AFTER

YES! a success. (:

surprise baby.

"smile baby?"
"No. I am touched!" he sniffed.

how cute. (:

He is a happy boy. Whee.

Happy 19th Mr Yassie. (:

10-07-2008

Depressed.

not being myself lately. hasn't been talkin much, wander off unknowingly at times.
im so bothered about what my friends would think of me now, like what's into Jean?
urgh, fuckin paranoid.
talked to myself about myself, throwing hissy fits now and then, break down easily,
doing things that i don't usually/like to do, felt fuckin useless.

i wld rather be alone sometimes. walkin out in the middle of the night. giving myself a peace in mind,
to reflect and to clear the "shouldn't", and "unwanted" memories in my head.


"its sad, and FUNNY. " )':
okay. i wld rather u not read at all.


Today, interview and proj meeting cancelled.
argh, wouldn't want to stay home the whole day.
when would i ever get home sick?
HA, stace is feeling the unbearing boredom too.
meeting her at vivo later.
cravings for my M&S digestive biscuits.

boo. suck not being able to post any pictures.
yearning to get myself either a phone w a gd camera/a digi cam now.
well. i shall be patient.

Hmm Mmm. felt slightly better today. (: URGH, well, the day was partically spoiled cause of the damn weather! it has been a killer these days.
okay. first lesson at 11. reached school at 11.15. being marked as LATE. usual me. who cares about CP. after that. skipped 1 tutorial and 2 lectures. horrible. well, would rather discuss on our entre proj.

Anyways.
Stacelove, congrats on passing your BTT! u go girl. (: "pick u up after test". oo, a smile is forming. (:
CherDear, allow time to decide on our actions alright. aren't we all at the loss of words now? feel like whacking someone is it. u can try on my back first. it would be a greeat massage. (:
Clairebaby, thanks for finishing up my yogurt gummies! ha. hope the bishan bubble tea did cheer u up. (: AND, yes, please do increase the 50 cents per hr pay. HA. Im really mean. boo.

So,
Before leaving, met up w baby for awhile outside mac.
then, left for town, ALONE.
shopped for sis's and aggie's present.
sis: a wallet, aggie: a necklace. WHOO (:

Tmr,
submission of report and a test.
then, meeting cryssie and aggie for dinner.
(: yay. cant wait fr heart to heart talks n comforting hugs.

Alrights,
off to study for CCM.
out.

leave me alone

I AM

moody
cranky
sulky
whiny
grumpy
temperamental
hot-tempered.

home:
threw my bag onto the floor
slammed the door
shouted at my mom
ignored calls
ranted in messages
almost in tears.

i wonder why.

stacelove is feeling it too. ):
maybe punching our best friend will help.
MEOW.

anyway, SJCC rules. (:
hope tmr would be a better day
out.

my blog is officially dead.
so is my heart.

Numerous sorries,
empty promises,
mood swings,
complaints,
negligence,
ignorance,
defensive,
pouts.

what's next?
i don't even dare to think about it.
sighs, im tired.

Time is the only hope now.

My phone

Said "bye".

its gone. REALLY gone.

Cant believe its fuckin happening to me.

how can i be so careless?

i've just adviced my friend on this.

Now, its my turn.

"is it a curse?" maybe. who knows.

i've never lose it before.

this time is a huge loss.

its gonna take awhile for me to get over it.

i know u're disappointed, im sorry.

using this now. ):

>> gonna collect back my sim card today. my no. will be back to 93395817.

it hurts freakin bad,
but im glad YOU were there
Being my first contact,
now, its ineraseable.
yes
YOU would be,
and always be
the one in my mind.

It was last sunday, went to meet up with Gil and Crys after work. (:

-->Gillian! When is the last time since i last saw you? more than 4 months? Missed you so much babe. You haven't change a bit. Didnt even realise you had your hair extended! its so real. bleh. Sorry for the constant delays in returning you the card. :( Have been really busy with work during my holidays. im so glad that we finally met up and did super lots of catching up! Well, no point brooding and crying over spilled milk alright. Yes, you are regretting, thats even better. Forget him and move on. u aint weak. show him that u're better off without him! if u needa talk or a listening ear, think of me. im just one call away love. (:

-->Cryssie! the ultimate "SUAY" girl. BOO
"With You" edited
I need you to boo, (Ooh)
I had seen you boo (Hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said my heart goes out to you my love [x2]

you poor girl. a series of unfortunate events, so sudden and "predictable". sighs. this year is definitely not a good year for you. ): Well, there's no way you can avoid what may yet to come. So, be strong girl. at least now, u're prepared. so if "SUAY" comes again, be confident and present ur killer SMILE. show to them u're doing incredibly well with ur friends. esp ur BFFs! (: whenever there's a downturn, there WILL be ways to a better upturn! anyways, glad to hear that u're comfortable in your new job. all the best LOVE. (:

Fish and chips for dinner at HAN'S, Far East.

thats gil and cryssie. (:

the 3 of us. (:

>> After dinner, we decided to walk while we talk. From Far East to Raffles Place.

let me aim for a nice shot of the Singapore Flyer.

shit. too high.

better. but gil! get ready!

YES!

a pretty and an ugly.

Here's at an office building in Raffles.

wow, there's HAN'S, the tasty town! their store, selling more than just the set meals.

trying it one day!

and we came across seats with hidden ash trays. innovative.

>> THEN, gil and i continued our journey to chinatown. (:

love long night walks.

back to year 1

A night at BlueJaz. Birthday celebration of Alfred's and PJ's.

BluJaz Cafe at Bali Lane

upstairs.

happy birthday! (x4) and make a wish to be dunked!

its getting cold in here, so Kar Hwee is going to sneeze! Alfred moved away fast.

tiger challenge. bday boy, no winnings for you. just DRINK. (:

stupid justin.

!! JUSTIN !!

look at the retard again.
spoils the picture with the lovely Shijun. (:

Germaine! the organiser. (:

the LOSER.
Who else?
Its Alfred Tan.

stop checking me out, Justin.

our favourite moment. (:

the year 1 yassie. still trying hard to be cute. (:

me and jiahui, supposedly.

me and Yuexin. my braces advisor. (:

hmm, Jiahui. why are u pouting?

thats all folks!

cheerS.

>> Thanks Germaine for organising. Loves. (:

seriously, i don't seem to know you anymore. everytime after we quarrelled, shouted and practically went berserk, YES. my heart burned, my heart ached. i swore the feeling wasn't good. i hate bearing grudges, but the things you said, it always reminds me of what you did in the past and then, comparing to the present. I couldn't stand it and to agitate you with criticisms, nonsensical vulgarities and even aggressive threats. i admit, to me, managing anger is one of the toughest challenge to overcome. I've got a limit to my temper.
I've seen you cry, my eyes start to tear too. Many times, i've blamed myself for starting it, which had in turn made us both upset. Hope we could change the way we see and talk about each other. I would always love to listen to what you have to say, or what you wanna share. ANYTHING. Just tell me and i'll be there.

Afterall, i'll still always see you as one of my dearest in my heart.
i love you more than what my heart can consist of.
yes. I'm here, thinking about you,
you're none other than my beloved sis.
(:

I LOVE MY BFFS!

Cryssie, me and Aggie.

the three-in-one superdivas.

smooches. (:

smiles

my first attempt.

im such a happy child today. (:

i must say, my whole family is getting more and more health-conscious.
LOOK what my mom made this morning.

Jelly with fresh ALOE Bits.

no colouring, reduced sugar, and of course, no preservatives.
Freshly cut out from the ALOE plant, which can be easily found in supermarkets.

SO, another perfect healthy snack recommended.

TRY it. its easy! (:

Nutritional facts about ALOE VERA.
its good for moisturising skin,
can help in better digestion, and
may even speed up the healing of skin wounds, burns and other injuries. (:

a miracle plant.

HAPPY BELATED BRITHDAY CRYSSIE!

a sacrifice for a dear friend.

here's my deepest and sincere apologies for forgetting in wishing u TWICE!

SO, as a PUNISHMENT for
being such a lousy BFF, i thought of making smth special.

THIS actually took me two months to complete! :/

it had really tested me on my patience, determination, self- motivation,

and also, enlightened me the importance of friendship.

hope u really really like it LOVE. make it useful okay!

17th FEB, the date that i would never ever dare to forget again. (:

GUILT-FREE

Going on diet/Not hungry/Cutting down on food?

TRY snacking on these. (:

my healthy snacks.

Well, except for "hanuta", hazelnut wafers.

the rest are really low in fat.

Be totally addicted. (:

freedom

Hello Jeanne. welcome back. i know, it has been AGES, eh nope. CENTURIES since i last blogged. haha. Alrights. i admit. jeanne is such a lazy bum. was so lazy to upload pics into my com. :/ OKAY, now. i shall get my fingers crackin, break the unbearable silence and start clearing up the cobwebs in here.

UH HUH! In a month time, jean is gonna be BRACE FREE! (:

Forgot how my teeth looked like before i put on braces?

HERE

eww. it was terrible.

now, clearer from the side. gosh. LOOK.
was crooked and protruding

the x-tray. 3 more wisdom teeth are still stuckk. im in danger. ):

oh yes, its so hard to resist. food is the greatest thing in life. taiwan is known for the food paradise. and those posted below are some of the yummies delicacies i've tried.
mouth watering aye.
okay. will upload the panoramic views of taiwan soon! (:


will be on hiatus status again.


here is why. (:
a week ago. it was 8am when i was still drooling in bed. then suddenly, i heard a faint voice, murmuring of my name several times. it went, "Girl ah, jean. jean! wake up!" then THE question. "wanna go BANGKOK or not?" at first, i thought i was dreaming, seriously. so, usual reaction, i pinched my right cheek and opened my eyes again. i saw a familiar pair of eyes staring hard at me, then the same question was heard. oh chey. it was mommy! of course, without hesitation, hell YEAH!! but "WHY?" i asked. "there's someone we have to visit." and immediately, i knew it was who. (: wow. can't wait!

whee. so im off to bangkok. 1st-3rd april.
one trip after another. ooo yes. my best vacation ever. Grins*

taiwan taiwan taiwan! 10th - 17th March.

Breakfast at T3.

tender crispy chicken breasts, rich cheezy balls, black peppered fries.
Only at POPEYES! (:

Our flight, SQ 878. Buckle up! Tw here we come! (:

being goofy. pretty random. Magnum icecream for dessert!


FOOD PARADISE!

SMELL it!

Its CHOU TOFU! First food that i tried. (: Why stink? Its the thick dark sauce that produces the pungent smell. Just hold your breath and eat it. oh man. its really crispy and really cottony soft inside. uhmmm. Juicyy! (:
Trust me, its nice. be daring for this delicacy ppl.

Too many food!





Food by the streets. who cares about hygiene?

thats their way of life. the dirtier it is, the tastier the food is.

steamboat at only s$9.50!

the well-known MODERN TOLIET restaurant

at ShiLin night market. (:

how nice. thats our dessert of the day. >>>>>

sugar coated strawberries.not the normal berries,

these ones are SUPER DUPER JUICY.

melts in your mouth.

love it. (:

CHEWY flavoured hot doggs. GIGANTIC meatballs.

the lemon grass flavour is goood.

Euuugene! This is for you. your fried mushrooms. (:

Chawramoshi s and e famous "ah Gei".tunghoon inside a tofu.

the biggest carrot cake i ever seen!

WASABI plant!! interesting. Bet u've never seen it before. (:

Cute

Poor doggie. He needs an eye check. ):

oh no, Jean is not turning 20 soon. ):

Some say looking young is a good thing.
Can't believe someone actually mistook me as a 14 yr old.

No, that is bad. REALLY bad.

Boo.

stop and stare

Innocence of childhood
Playing so peacefully with
our hi and bye little ones.
We had no cares for the future,
and only passes this day of pleasure.

We didn't give a damn who our friends were,
nobody would bother to remember for sure.
being pure and gullible by nature,
we had no worries of turning mature.

Now, there is no longer turning back,
everything we see would be just black.
where we learnt of prejudices and hatred,
the world is not going to get peace fired.

So please,
no matter what u believe in,
what colour is your skin,
what sex you are,
what language you use,
and where you belong.

We were once young and had no clue what's FUTURE.
We were all the same, being naive and innocent about anything.
Influences, beliefs, senses and education can be changed and controlled,
One has the authority to choose whether to cease/go ahead.

We should be thankful of the way we are, and what is given to us.

Cases
Tibet - Support the Dalai Lama‏
Human rights for Burma
African American Discrimination

Tommy Hilfiger

I'm sure many of you must have watched the recent taping of the Oprah Winfrey show in Chicago where her guest was Tommy Hilfiger. On the show, she asked him if the statements about racial discrimination he was accused for saying were true.Statements like"..."If I'd known African-Americans, Hispanics, Jewish and Asians would buy my clothes, I WOULD NOT have made them so nice.I wish these people would, NOT buy my clothes, as they are made for upper-class, white people.

"His answer to Oprah was a simple,"YES"

Where after she immediately asked him to leave her show.

Abercrombie & Fitch

A&F has agreed to pay $50 million to settle a lawsuit that accused the clothing-store chain of promoting whites over minorities and cultivating a virtually all-white image in its catalogs and elsewhere.

Reflect, understand and empathize.

Off to Taiwan for an eating and shopping spree! Will be back on the 17th. Stay tuned for shi zi lu kou. i might be in it. haha (: YES of course, will take lotsa pictures! update as soon when i get back. (: will miss yall.

peace out people.

we are excited! (:

BE inspired

first it was "the invasion". my idea, but it turned out be be sucky. then "cloverfield", my decision again, it was worst. i just don't understand aliens. they are ridiculous. alright then, last midnight, i caught "step up 2" ! It was a bomb! im so glad i've finally made the right decision. right Y? (: Its the BEST out of all the movies i've watched so far. "Social Equality Comes With a Beat, Again". Way better than the last movie, "step up". More moves, hiphop beats, love and action. Briana Evigan as Andie, the heroine in this movie, who stood up for her rights about race, class and gaining of respect. She said, "It's not where you're from. It's where you're at." And there's everyone's heartthrob, the charming blond, Robert Hoffman as Chase, who saw her dance in the club. They had good chemistry. The movie kept me completely entertained the whole time eventho it was totally predictable. Well, its the dancing that i most looked forward to and damn, it was wicked. The last 15 minutes was the best part, where they danced in the rain. (the picture above) it was definitely worth 1 hr 30 min of my time. Admire and be really inspired! (: Its a MUST WATCH.

my rating: 4.8/5. haha.

the final showdown

*Im so gonna continue dancing soon. (:

ROLEPLAY

ITs my CS roleplay! yes, main criterion - providing GEMS. Three catagories for us to choose. 1) RETAIL 2) HOSPITALITY 3) F & B. Completed within 3 days, started rehearsing only on the presentation day. and TATA -- we came out with 2 scenes : Cathay Cineplexes and HSBC Women's Champions. HSBC - thought by me of course. haha. well, its still fresh in my head, look how efficient i am. experience is the advantage for last minute decisions. (:

HOSPITALITY

taste our sweat and blood.

image, grooming plus effort.
my grandmama doesn't need it anymore. (:

we hated this shot.

my fabulous team of 3. me, joanne and shah. (:
Jo, this is not your role please
ready! its our turn next.

>>> overwhelmed by fun, joy and laughter. but this is not the end.

One more to go. (:

Was POUTING ): , COMPLAINING, and STRESSING about work and school. have to miss 2 days of lesson, and furthermore, with projects and tests piling up at the same time. Aye. But HEY. that was "WAS". Now. it has all come to just one word. i am really Thankful. (: if i hadn't stayed on, i wouldn't have made such great company!

Engraves my heart to all my loves below. smiles.
Celestine,Sarah,Cynthia,Alicia,Siti,Lulu,Devien,Gina,Jeff,Ben,Zac,Euuugene. (:

the moments of joy

the hsbc united

feels like i've known u for a long time (: loves
Hail to Ochoa! We got her signature man. Sweet. (:
He claimed he isn't.

Finally, its the end of an prestigious event. 4 days, 72-hole stroke-play, US$2m fund, its the HSBC Women's championship 2008. The present world's number one female golfer, Lorena Ochoa, a mexican, has done it again. it wasn't only the trophy, she has earned herself a lumsum of US$300k too.

Here are the top three scorers :1st place (Lorena Ochoa) - 20; 2nd place, (Annika Sorenstam) - 8; 3rd place, (Paula Creamer) - 7. Look, wad a difference! She is the BEST indeed. Great match, despite the poor weather.

Proud to be part of this event. (: Eventhough, i've had only played a small role, (in charge of the fitting area) blehs. but hey, it was still a fruitful experience to me. YES, watching golf on tv is boring, but try watching it LIVE, trust me, its a hell lot different. (: and i am sure you'll not mind being hit by the ball heh.

Misses waking up at 5am, taking the first train for the first time, taking cabs just before e sur-charge starts, e plain beehoon breakfast, soggy mixed rice and e draggy journey back home. 4 hectic days, met a bunch of crazy peeps. it was totally worth it. (: CHEERS to all.

Hiatus Status.

Just ended my work at the HSBC event. Sorry guys, will update with all the pictures soon alrights. I don't know what has gotten into me. im too lazy to blog regularly anymore. STRESS is still lying within me. Endless worries, deeply depressed, sudden mood swings, seriously vexed.
Would rather be alone sometimes.

lookin forward to the 18th.

Jean is

stressed,perplexed,vexed,frustrated,upset,disappointed,discouraged and extremely fuckedup.
Why is this happening to me. Is it karma or i am just seriously unlucky? I am so dumb and foolish. Being irresponsible and reckless. My mom is right. I totally deserve what i am experiencing now.
*Mr Y. sorry for venting my anger on you, and thanks for putting up with my nonsense and tried many ways to make me smilee. (: Lovees.
*Celestine. Thanks for being there for me when i was feelin down. Thanks for ur patience in listening to my complaints and helped me out by giving me advices. Thats what i truly needed the most. I am so lucky, lucky, lucky to have met u as my colleague and now we have become such good friends, that may be one of the best things that ever happened to me in my entire life. God must have answered to my prayers and sent me a gift. I guess the special gift is you . (: Thanks again, my loveydovey friend. HUGS.

this movie was neither nice or funny. Its lame. compared to his other productions, it was such a disappointment. well, i must say, Mark Lee has really good imitation skills. He did really sound like a malaysian. haha. okiess, only the way he talked and expressed himself was humourous, but for the plot, it was really meaningless and blend. my rating: 1/5
watched this recently too. it was really an eye opener! one word. WOW. (: How i wish i have this special ability to teleport to any places i want. way cool. (: Hayden Christensen is super hott and Rachel Bilson is so much prettier now probably cause she has slimmed down so much! whoosh. what a perfect sweet couple.
my rating: 4.5/5 (:

Yawns. Had a long day yesterday. I went for my job training from 10am to 5pm, it was continous 7 hrs of HELL. ): missed my lunch. Surprised to see some of my nyp mates there! Esp. Sarahjane, the ah "HUAT" girl. Glad that im working with u again girl. (: even more gossipings okies! HAHA. oh oh. now, the funniest part of the day. Here's the story. My dad agreed to send me to work since its pretty nearby. We managed to find the main lobby's carpark, so i got out of the car. then the moment i stepped out, i was stunned. Right in front of me, stood my sis, Wendy! haha, haiyo. she actually got selected for this job as well, and i know nothing about it. luckily, i got a lift from my dad, but for my poor sis, she has to spend on a cab there. haha. blehh. sorry sis. well, now we know, so next time, we could share a cab to work or home together aye? haha.

Later on, met up with my BFFs for dinner. It has been almost a month since we last met. missed them dearly. (:

Aggie and Cryssie.
had salmon spagetti at Hans. (emm umm. yum) crispy and juicy.
rating: 4/5 good

Caught a late night movie with aggie. yes of course, Jessica Alba still looks HOT even when she is blind. BUT overall it sucked. Can't believe i actually slept during the movie. Would very much prefer the first one, starring Angelica Lee Sum Kit.
my rating? 0.5/5